Arrr...Cappy here...I know you've probably thought I wasn't coming back...And for awhile there I wasn't...It was the worst kind of not coming back, the kind that cowardly, weak and selfish men take when they think only of their own aching and suffering. There has been a lot of introspection...Re-examination of self and faith...Hard words...Change and questioning the stars. The length of the journey is different for different folks, mine is surely not over but I will continue to make it...It's a long journey I have to take for myself.
Movin' on alone when I had things so perfect is one of the most difficult things I have been facing...The loneliness. Aye, there are the mates but they only see so far into your soul and you can only burden them so long. When you've been connected to someone all the way through your soul and now its gone...Well, there is an irreplaceable emptiness, time will mask it but it will always be there...I will feel it the rest of my days but I'm getting stronger...
Arrrr...More to come...Cappy out...
Thursday, August 21, 2008
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